• mstsk

    Feb 27 2011, 14:46

    irritated at all the things that i have to do.
    shut up. all these negative voices. i didnt know i hurt your feelings.
  • i can draw the line

    Ott 26 2010, 11:37

    As high as the moon
    So high were my spirits
    When you sang out my name

    And coming from you
    It was enough just to hear it
    Oh, it rang like the bells did today

    But even the sturdiest ground
    Can shift and can tremble and let us fall down…

    Kindly unspoken
    You show your emotion
    And silence speaks louder than words
    It’s lucky I’m clever
    Cause if I didn’t know better
    I’d believe only that which I’d heard

    In the days of my folly
    I followed your rules
    Did what Simon Says to do

    But I won’t let melancholy
    Play me for a fool
    Oh, no I’m on my way somewhere new

    And as far as your lack of something to say
    Well, to tell me goodbye there was no better way

    Kindly unspoken
    You show your emotion
    And silence speaks louder than words
    It’s lucky I’m clever
    Cause if I didn’t know better
    I’d believe only that which I’d heard

    So don’t keep me up till the dawn
    With words that’ll keep leading me on
    I know much better than to wait for an answer from you

    Kindly unspoken
    You show your emotion
    And silence speaks louder than words
    It’s lucky I’m clever
    'Cause if I didn’t know better
    I’d believe only that which I’d hear
  • Ephemeral

    Set 19 2010, 11:02

    100 Most Beautiful Words in English
    Ailurophile A cat-lover. Assemblage A gathering. Becoming Attractive. Beleaguer To exhaust with attacks.
    Brood To think alone. Bucolic In a lovely rural setting. Bungalow A small, cozy cottage. Chatoyant Like a cat’s eye.
    Comely Attractive. Conflate To blend together. Cynosure A focal point of admiration. Dalliance A brief love affair.Demesne Dominion, territory. Demure Shy and reserved. Denouement The resolution of a mystery. Desuetude Disuse.Desultory Slow, sluggish. Diaphanous Filmy. Dissemble Deceive. Dulcet Sweet, sugary.
    Ebullience Bubbling enthusiasm.

    Effervescent Bubbly. Efflorescence Flowering, blooming.
    Elision Dropping a sound or syllable in a word. Elixir A good potion.Eloquence Beauty and persuasion in speech.
    Embrocation Rubbing on a lotion. Emollient A softener Ephemeral Short-lived.Epiphany A sudden revelation.
    Erstwhile At one time, for a time. Ethereal Gaseous, invisible but detectable.
    Evanescent Vanishing quickly, lasting a very short time. Evocative Suggestive. Fetching Pretty. Felicity Pleasantness.
    Forbearance Withholding response to provocation. Fugacious Fleeting. Furtive Shifty, sneaky.
    Gambol To skip or leap about joyfully. Glamour Beauty. Gossamer The finest piece of thread, a spider’s silk
    Halcyon Happy, sunny, care-free. Harbinger Messenger with news of the future.
    Imbrication Overlapping and forming a regular pattern. Imbroglio An altercation or complicated situation.
    Imbue To infuse, instill. Incipient Beginning, in an early stage. Ineffable Unutterable, inexpressible.
    Ingénue A naïve young woman. Inglenook A cozy nook by the hearth. Insouciance Blithe nonchalance.
    Inure To become jaded. Labyrinthine Twisting and turning. Lagniappe A special kind of gift.
    Lagoon A small gulf or inlet. Languor Listlessness, inactivity. Lassitude Weariness, listlessness. Leisure Free time.
    Lilt To move musically or lively. Lissome Slender and graceful. Lithe Slender and flexible. Love Deep affection.
    Mellifluous Sweet sounding. Moiety One of two equal parts. Mondegreen A slip of the ear. Murmurous Murmuring.
    Nemesis An unconquerable archenemy. Offing The sea between the horizon and the offshore.
    Onomatopoeia A word that sounds like its meaning. Opulent Lush, luxuriant.
    Palimpsest A manuscript written over earlier ones. Panacea A solution for all problems Panoply A complete set.
    Pastiche An art work combining materials from various sources. Penumbra A half-shadow.
    Petrichor The smell of earth after rain. Plethora A large quantity. Propinquity An inclination.
    Pyrrhic Successful with heavy losses. Quintessential Mose essential. Ratatouille A spicy French stew.
    Ravel To knit or unknit. Redolent Fragrant. Riparian By the bank of a stream. Ripple A very small wave.
    Scintilla A spark or very small thing. Sempiternal Eternal. Seraglio Rich, luxurious oriental palace or harem.
    Summery Light, delicate or warm and sunny. Serendipity Finding something nice while looking for something else.
    Sumptuous Lush, luxurious. Surreptitious Secretive, sneaky. Susquehanna A river in Pennsylvania.
    Sussurous Whispering, hissing. Talisman A good luck charm. Tintinnabulation Tinkling.
    Umbrella Protection from sun or rain. Untoward Unseemly, inappropriate. Vestigial In trace amounts.
    Wafture Waving. Wherewithal The means. Woebegone Sorrowful, downcast. (haha lazy to bold the words why is this not working ?)

    I need to learn how to work these words into my everyday thoughts and speech, because I do think most of them are beautiful. There can definitely be more added to this list. Subtle is one example ;)

    On another note, I just watched Ghosts of the Girlfriend Past. Admittedly, I’m a sucker for hollywood happy endings, but they always coax me back into feeling inured (first word!) to the fugaciousness (!) of happiness/love.

    My friend was just telling me the other day that there’s no such thing called true love, people just settle down because that’s the expectation that society has when people reach a certain age, which in turn becomes the one that they have for themselves. I replied with a quote from Summer, “There’s no such thing as love, it’s a fantasy.”
  • Schzzzz

    Ago 28 2010, 9:12

    wah. i feel so disheartened now that projects are starting again. hate projects leh, take up so much time and there's so much coordination involved. sianz to the maxx. tutorials too. hate using the computer for research, my eyes hurt from staring at the screen. k bb
  • Summer 2010

    Ago 2 2010, 7:24

    This has been a fulfilling break for me and being the compulsive list-maker that I am..

    1. Read (The Kite Runner, The Book Thief, At Large and At Small, The History of Love, Man Walks into a Room, After Dark, Sputnik Sweetheart and a few others)

    2. Worked

    -Telemarketing (3 days) Worst. Job. Ever.

    -Telesurveyor (1 month) Routine, monotonous, cosy environment. Probably the kind of job i’d end up getting.

    -Waitressing (7 days spread over a month) I’ve told people i won’t do waitressing again, but for the experience, it was worth it.

    3. Sold stuff at a flea. Yay. Didn’t manage to earn much but it was quite fun.

    4. Baked. Only twice and once was a half-hearted attempt with friends at my pseudo-sleepover.

    5. Watched movies. I usually don’t have time (liar) but I made sure to watch Toy Story 3, Eclipse and Inception. I missed The Karate Kid and Despicable Me. Away We Go was good!

    TV might as well be filled in here. ANTM petite season. I look up to Nicole. Modern Family. Hehe nice show, every single one of the characters is so hilarious and they embody their character so well, albeit with the help of stereotypes.

    6. Swam. Twice. But it was an inspiring swim. Uncle Andy reminded me of how much passion is there to guide one’s path in life and I pray I can find mine soon.

    7. Flew a kite/picnic. Fun.

    8. Helped to lead worship for one P&P session. This is not enough, I need to find other ways to serve God.

    9. Volunteered/will volunteer at YOG. Thank God that it has been alright so far. Praise God that I made many more new friends yesterday! :) There will be so many new things and challenges during the games itself so i need to take the next few days to get ready.

    10. Helped out for oweek. I don’t feel as involved and I could have done more.

    11. Caught up with family and friends. Thank God for each and every one of them. :) I am truly blessed to have all these people in my life who care for and look after me. I LOVE ALL OF YOU.

    It has been a very packed holiday, it’s the first time this has happened and I feel so worn out. There are still things i haven’t done (short trip overseas!, more baking, the sewing task has been taken up by my mother haha, need more guitar practice) but I am satisfied with all that has been completed.

    Recently, I keep telling people how it is so hard to arrange a meetup with others now, because everyone is so busy with their own packed schedule and I am really sad that as everyone gets older, we have more on our to-do lists, which just leaves less time for everything else. And not to mention the technology stuff that keeps crowding over into our personal time. Twitter, tumblr, iphone apps. Doth thy needth?

    Noooo. I am my best person when I have least on my plate. Let’s work at cutting out the clutter.
  • let's keep this comfortable distance

    Lug 4 2010, 9:30

    File me away
    In your heart someday
    You just be you
    I'll be me ok
  • what a friend we have in Jesus

    Giu 29 2010, 14:43

    PS 37:4 Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart.

    If your will is God’s will then He will bring it to pass.

    PTL :)
  • won't stop till you surrender

    Giu 27 2010, 14:50

    Time to burn the bridges and put away the killing jars.Hope for the Hopeless