Apr 10 2006, 22:00
I'm just after watching this fucking beautiful /yeah, I mean it just in this way. Fucking beautiful./ movie. And there are so many songs, that keep on playing in my head, when I think of the story.
Well, yeah, about love, that's quite obvious, but about a certain kind of it. With a uniqe flavour, special atmosphere... with air, that you take deep into your lungs, when you are on a higher level of yourself, when you just don't think but... feel.
Brand New - Tautou :it's how I imagine destiny to be like. And I'm so certain that Jack Twist was the destiny of Ennis Del Mar.
And there is also this toxic taste but you simply put it aside, when you have the feeling, when you know that this person alone is the only thing you need to live for, to keep on going, even when there's only pain and hurt left. Your heaven, your hell, your... everything.
Fisz - Narkotyk :they needed each other so bad, yet they kept their distance - especially Ennis. It's so sad in many relationships, that we hesitate and pull back, instead of telling what we really feel.
It's also a song for Jack, as it's telling about trying to replace your beloved person with something else, substitute - but it works only for a short time.
Placebo - Centrefolds :how Jack must have felt, when he was constantly rejected by his lover. So close, yet so far thing, when you're dying inside, but on the outside you don't want the world to know.
Staind - Epiphany :Ennis's way towards Jack. It was obvious that he cares about him - loves him, but he wouldn't tell. Remember the moment after their first "goodbye"? That's it.
Oasis - Wonderwall :Jack towards Ennis. He was always hoping, always having faith, but sometimes there were also moments of his breakdowns, when he saw, that he just can't reach Ennis with his dreams.
My Chemical Romance - Drowning Lessons :almost a perfect picture of what Jack would have feel, watching Ennis's marriage.
Puddle of Mudd - Blurry :Jack towards Ennis, again. I think that he must have been so angry and disappointed at times, when his lover hurt him, ran away from his feelings.
The Cure - Last day of summer :when they saw each other for the last time. It fits almost too good.
My Chemical Romance - The ghost of you :yeah, yeah, I know. But there are some beautiful lines in the song, about the way you feel, when you lost the person, that was your world.
Think I'm gonna cry. I'm such a girlie, damn.