Diario

  • 042909.

    Mar 30 2009, 0:10

    Sat 28 Mar – Tragedy, Autistic Youth, Nerveskade, Salted city

    THIS SHIT WAS FUCKING GAY. TRAGEDY CANCELED. DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO STAY TO SEE AUTISTIC YOUTH BECAUSE EVERYONE WAS SO FUCKING RETARDED.
    THANK YOU, TRY HARD FASHION PUNKS, THANK YOU FOR RUINING EVERYTHING & BEING TOTALLY RETARDED.
  • 020809.

    Feb 8 2009, 19:09

    today is elijah's birthday. happy birthday, nephew. i know i wont talk to you.

    so now i'm 18 years old. i can travel across the country for shows without having to say anything to anyone. thats pretty kewl.

    on my birthday, the dearest fellows from Kidcrash played me parrots just dont understand upon request. i will never forget how alex called my mother a rhino.

    im not really living with my family now, i havent for a little over a week. my popo lalo & dad are coming from texas today. i miss my dog more than anything. i also miss my music. good lawd.

    im really confused about the Swing Kids reunion show. really confused. i need to make a call or something. i would go if the innernets didnt say it was sold out. i would go if the tickets werent fucking sold through ticketmaster (seriously what the fuck is up with that?), i would go if... well i would go. why is it 25 bucks? jesus christ, some things just dont make sense anymore. yeah, i know it's a bunch of bands, and i know its a benefit show, but what happened to fucking doing it yourself, not dealing with ticketmaster & NOT charging 25 fucking bucks for a show. damn you, justin pearson. i know its ur faultz.
  • 080308.

    Ago 4 2008, 5:04

    comadre was boring

    phoenix bodies was dope, i guess. the first night i saw them, thomas (for sure, i'm not sure about the other guy) got naked and pissed in a bottle & drank it. i ain't tryna hear that shit, i think it's whack. but saturday was not as gross (i don't mind teh skreemo peen - he's hung frrlz) as the night before, it was more fun. they're all really nice guys. the crowd was fucking RETARDED and not in the good way. FUCK FAT KIDS.

    la quiete was INSANE. they're so nice. i am going to marry an italian man.

    yaphet kotto SUCKS BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T FUCKING PLAY (and i am still bummed - a whole day later) but ...

    during the fucking AMAZING PORTRAITS OF PAST SET the black d00d from yaphet kotto (oh how i wish i remembered his name) was standing next to me & i was like OMG DATS U OMG but i didnt say anything because i was tryna stay legit yadda mane.

    portraits of past have such intense stage presence. they were fucking classy.

    but there was a stupid hot topic kid with gay metal hair who kept trying to get on stage, hitting their guitars while they're playing & between songs picked up the mic & said "ROCK & ROLL ROCK & ROLL FOREVER" or something to that degree. it makes me wish i stayed in front of the stage during their set just so i could've elbowed him in the face or something.

    all in all, it was awesome. if you can see PoP on the east coast - DO IT. DO IT DO IT DO IT.

    anyways, 20 hours of driving was well worth it. i have no voice & i got a raein shirt!
  • 0731008.

    Ago 1 2008, 1:32

    i cannot wait for tomorrow. i can't wait for saturday. this weekend is going to be awesome. 20 hours of driving sucks, but i dealt with it a couple weeks ago so i can deal with it again. i am really excited. which is weird, because i'm never excited about anything! (for the most part.)

    i was trying to explain to my mom how awesome this is going to be. she didn't get it. i had to whip out the saetia reference because that's basically one of the only bands she knows of that's like that.

    so prettymuch i'm stoked and i am not really looking forward to the drive. and i don't want to leave my dog here. :( but i'm glad i can take off because when i get back my brother is going to be here. so yeah. get it while it lasts, right?
  • 062308.

    Giu 24 2008, 1:52

    MY NEW FAVORITE ALBUM:

    Britney Spears - Blackout
  • 061708.

    Giu 18 2008, 2:17

    GRINDING MY MOTHERFUCKING GEARZZZZ.

    I JUST LISTENED TO 5 HOURS OF MUSIC & NONE OF IT SCROBBLED.

    FUCK. YOU. LAST.FM. FUCKYOU. FUCK YOUUUUUU. MY OCD IS ACTING UP. FUCK YOU BABY JESUS. PUNISHMENT FOR BEING ATHEIST.
  • 042208.

    Apr 23 2008, 0:51

    in my last journal entry i mentioned that i wanted to regain my love for music this year, at the very least. i realized that it might not happen, so i merely hoped for it.

    it happened.

    last week i saw converge (with a bunch of pretty lame bands, thank god i didn't see them all) and it basically changed my entire perspective on things.

    i am really grateful i was there to experience something like that, and i'll always try to experience that type of catharsis at every show i attend. it really was invigorating. it reminded me why i fell in love with aggressive music to begin with.

    i am happy, i've been in a good mood ever since & i feel like i'm getting my shit together. today has been a bummer so far, but it's all good.

    i want to eat thai orchid everyday for the rest of my life.
  • 011108.

    Gen 12 2008, 0:40

    happy new year!

    i want to fall in love with music again this year. last year was really bad & kindof traumatic, it left me with a huge hole that music couldn't fill like it used to be able to. i want to regain that ability with this year.

    and i don't know why it's saying it's the 12th, 40 past midnight. uhm, where i live it's almost 5 pm, on the 11th. FAGETS.

    holy cow, & i do believe Afin de tromper l'ennui by Celeste was my 20,000th track on last.fm. that's a lot of songs.
  • 111007.

    Nov 10 2007, 20:50

    fuck my life.

    i hate music
    music is gay
    fuck music
    fuck it all

    you are all stupid
  • 101007.

    Ott 11 2007, 5:22

    In Rainbows.
    In Love.

    link

    ___

    Update:
    I cannot stop listening to this album.