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  • pidekin

    Thanks for the music friendship. (^^)

    15 Feb 23:03 Rispondi
  • Turkishunicorn2

    Boom Kah Boom Boom Kah :D

    5 Gen 23:54 Rispondi
  • Turkishunicorn2

    And handsome

    5 Gen 23:46 Rispondi
  • Turkishunicorn2

    I love robin

    5 Gen 23:41 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    their loss ;p ohhh Katja if you only knew how much I'm looking forward for our project!! I'm so excited!! <3 I wonder if you will have enough time for that anyway ;-; will you?

    5 Ago 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    世界は知りません、こんなにいい作家が失われた事。;DD

    4 Ago 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    君とあたしはどうして作家になりませんでした?xD

    4 Ago 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    この長い人生に私が最も嫌いんではいい人とさよなっらって言う事。もう、やめて法がいい。もう大丈夫、君も謝るをすることがやめてくれ。もしこの友情はいつか消えて、それでも私は君のこといい気落ちやで覚えます。一歩ずつ全部変わります。欲しいとか欲しくないとか、とにかく変わります。だけど、僕たちは’今’があるんだ。

    4 Ago 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    ふ~うん。君もあたしを許せてくれ、たぶん私の過ちがあるから。長い時間に話さなかったでしょ。もう、あの時の感じが覚えない、君と私が話す時。悲しいこのこと。。。でも、これは人生だね。全部が消えます、必ず消えます。

    4 Ago 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    ほんまに?マジで...私もあなたの事同じ意見ですが、もうちょっと…この友情はどこかへ消えた気持ちがあったんです。この夏はほんまに忙しいですけど。。。それは友情をやめろってはいけませんかな。ただ、会いたかった。

    4 Ago 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    …もう何も分からないんだ。どうして僕たちはもう友達じゃないんだ?答えが知らない。

    4 Ago 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    well, I think that people can get used to almost everything. we're so changeable. but getting used to it doesn't prevent from being hurt after all. Although it's hard to trust people I still want to believe. this is how I am now. I'm just tired of being anxious and stressed about people all the time. oh thank you~ ^^ I'd really love the dream to come true. speaking about 'Mask' reminded me about the play in theatre Koichi had about 10 years ago~

    19 Apr 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    Bullying always takes something away from the victims. - exactly. Well, I just got used to that kind of thing. That's why when I get new friends I'm always ready that they will leave me someday. or at worst, betray. What kind of mistakes I do these days... Well, still that I should be a bit more open and friendly. I don't want to be all by myself anymore. I think I got to realize that friends are needed in this life. at least for the period of building career, studying at the University. and I still think that someday I'll just leave everything to live in small,peaceful town, write my stories and just... live like that.I've been dreaming of it since I was 15 ;) the masks aren't scary. the scary is what the hide behind.

    18 Apr 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    at first I was a normal child, but then somehow I've changed. I became avoidant. Steo by step. I don't even remember clearly why and how. There were children who abandoned me and such. At middle school around grade 5 I used to keep in touch only with boys. That's ridiculous. Mistakes are like, being too kind or too rude at times. And plus, I used to think that I have to protect my friend if others say bad things. but the most funny is that the ones I've been trying to protect used to betray me for those who were rude to them after all. thus, I came to realize that it's too silly of me... and I still do the same mistakes even nowadays. People always pretend and try be 'frienly' to everyone. But it's just a mask. But I still don't catch up with it even nowadays. There's still that childish faith. Silly. So silly.

    17 Apr 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    I think that I just got weaker. I became really insecure and trusting people is hard. - same here. and I'm trying to learn trusting humans. but it's hard.

    14 Apr 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    everything is connected to nerves, even bullying itself. I don't say that we have to forgive people that hurt us. But everything is for the reasons.

    14 Apr 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    well, I guess that children with aging become wise. but here again, or they don't care or they just don't notice. I don't know. looking at myself at early ages I can't say that I was like that, though. maybe books and right upbringing saved me from being like that. Plus we all do mistakes, thus we learn what is right what is not. I know I've done a lot of mistakes until I became more or less nice (?) person. All that is left is to hope that children'd learn to be good people in the future. I still have a faith on them as to the ones that are holding future of this planet. That's why I still hope they won't do harm.

    14 Apr 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    I'm sincerely glad that school is being a better place these days. I wonder why children can be more cruel than adults. Eh, I don't really know or remember any proper reason for being bullied, but isn't that always like that? People always try to look cooler while bullying others. and I don't want to remember anything. I am who I am now. Does it feel better today? It has to make you stronger you know. But in the other way although it's supposed to make you stronget sometimes it cause the weakness. I'm speaking about myself. and how I was when I just returned home. Hey then we are both fakes on dying hairs~ ^^ I also like dying my hair and I like orange and think that it suits me most. Don't worry, it's just the matter of time. There surely be only more people who would see that part of you in the future. ^^ I'm sure that the future that is wairing for us will be bright and better.

    9 Apr 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    Oh, I see. Everything just stuck on your mind til the point that you barely eat. Everything is always is connected to brain, and it's just... Okay, I understand. Bullying, right. School is such a hell and children can be so cruel. well, they usually are. I know that kind of feeling. Sometimes I also was bullied, and even in the last grade, too. it wasn't for the look, rather, for smth else. But it also got on my nerves and that's why I'm not that open and friendly person anymore. School is like a game to stay alive. So, she's around 10. Maybe she just said it without meaning of hurting you. I hope so... We all never are satisfied with our bodies and looks. Even just dying a hair is also a sign of unsatisfy. So, we're all in our complexes , just not everyone show that. And you've got much more than any other child in your age has- a pure mind and heart. and I believe in you. and I wish people could see how beautiful you actually are.

    8 Apr 2012 Rispondi
  • cassey_connors

    Listening to you give me the feeling that the problem is even deeper than I'd imagined. You don't eat healtily? What do you mean? Too much or healthy food? a cousin? such a bitch... Well, it's just normal, every single girl knows that guys especially at this age especially working this hard ARE TINY. and there's no way of comparing the male's and female's body features. they're too different. and it's normal that boys usually do look tinier than girls. but it's not the reason for telling that. Does she know about your problems? But why you see yourself in a wring way? Had something ever happened? There's a reson. Always. Everything needs a time, it's okay. Just... Be stronger. I would love to be by your side at this very moment to protect and comfort you, but I can't. so you've got to stand for yourself. You can't just let people be this rude towards you everytime.

    8 Apr 2012 Rispondi
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答えさがして空見上げるよ
夜明けの先に光が射すよ
虹がかかるよ

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→ Matsumura Hokuto ; Lewis Jesse
→ Yabu Kota ; Inoo Kei ; Takaki Yuya
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♪ ONE OK ROCK, Sunrise avenue

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欲しがっていた物を手にしても
素直に
上手く笑えないのはなぜだろう

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ねぇ
あの日から
僕は少し変われることができたかな?
もう戻らないと決めたから
またいつの日か会えるでしょう?

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I've been there too
You know it made me hurt
I thought I would die
But hey
Still here
Still breathing


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And if he feels my traces in your hair
I'm sorry, love, but I don't really care

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