Lunedì 18 Apr 2011, 21:08

My anxiety levels are going down, and the one pressure I feel is the NEED to do something new with my life.
Alex and Mom are really pulling together and doing everything they can for me, and the last thing I want to be is: ungrateful. I feel so loved and fortunate to have two very understanding people by my side that love me as much as they do. With them, I know I will get through this strange and stagnant period of my life. I feel stressed out about how idle I have been, but I feel overwhelmed with love.
So I need to stop being a monumental bitch, and start giving them some of the love they have given me.